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[15 Jan 2004|06:38pm] |
I am writing this just to get everything out. I don't care if anybody reads it, it's not the point. I have to say this.
WTFFF AHHH DAM*IT F*CK SH*T D*MNIT FU*KERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
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I hope with ALLL OF MY HEARTT that I did not ruin chances with John. We shouldn't have told everyone about me, S, and F liking him. This is getting crazy!! I dont think many people care except Ali and H, but that's fine because I know they won't say anything or tell anybody so that's cool there. And I need to make sure I talk to Al about not talking to him about me. But anyways, I shouldn't have acted so soon. I hope so badly that he does not think I'm weird. I swear I saw him staring at me at lunch today, and I was like...whatt is he doing? But then he must be on to me like FOLLOWING HIM AROUND AND KNOWING WHERE HE IS AND SEEING HIM 1231 TIMES A DAY. He must have caught on, but I hope SO badly he hasn't. I really do, no one knows how badly. I hope tomorrow when I go back to school that everything will be cool. I'd be the happiest person EVERR if he said hey to me or something. And what is up with Will?!?! Omg, what the heck wasw he doing I really hate that kid!! What was up with him splashing in the puddle. I've been thinking about it so much and I don't get it at all. I hope with my entire heart and soul that everything is going to be okay and John doesn't think I'm following him around or anything, even though I am. I pray everything will be okay because it means SOOOOOO incredibly much to me.
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pleaseeee everything be okay!! please!!
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[31 Dec 2003|11:50am] |
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Light My Fire- Will Young |
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Uhm...stare at this banner featuring the gorgeous Will Young. WOW he is so good looking :O And his lisp thing is just so cute too!
This website is the best:
http://www.williamyoung.biz
ALl Will, all the time ;)
Lucy and I are making a club called MWS- Make Will Straight. Please join it :D
Shayna is coming home today from Florida at one 'o' clock which is in *GASP* one hour! YESS so excited.
I still don't have New Years plans. Hah. But I am so excited for World Idol (tomorrow). Go Kelly & Will! (And Heinz Winckler is so incredibly hot.)
xo Sarah
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| Merry Christmas! ~* |
[26 Dec 2003|01:15am] |
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All I Want For Christmas is You- Mariah Carey |
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MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!
(and Happy Chanukkah to my Jew Crew, too, of course ;-))
I registered this name, and I will customize it later. Now it is very late and I am going to bed.
Merry Christmas to all, and to all a good night!
xo Sessy
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